What love is this?
What love is this,
That has creeped up on me?
Reluctantly I sink in my teeth
As the dark sets in, I wonder
How deep is the valley?
I can only see
The side mountains,
Scraps of settlements
Harboring
Ignitions of fear,
Temples looming
Over my doom
Before
Flags waving
Sounds hissing
Dust gathering
Weighing on me…
What hope is this?
Is it finally clear?...
When the blank paper spoke to me pt.1:
-Have you crossed the line again?
-Of course I have…
-Have you learned no lesson?
-I have honed a method
I am a predator
Fear me
Get away from me
Do not be nice to me
You cannot tame me
For I will tame you…
My way…
-Your way…
-I’m the fox and the hound
I’m the fish and the line
I’m a bird, I am free
-You are chained to your needs
-Love me if you dare
Spare me,
Will I disappear?
-Between the cracks
Under the fragments
Resides the ghost of the whole
And somewhere in there, the pieces…
-The pieces of my soul…
these are not my words, these are not my thoughts, i am just the scissors and the glue...
Self-Evident Inner Space:
Self-evident inner space
My body is a landscape in the here and now
In an instant a concern grows larger
And stillness creeps upon my breathing
It’s a first movement engulfing me
A sensitivity alien to my possibility
Is there a change to the image appearing
Before it proves its synchronicity
There are figures looking towards my imagination
And I see something I am unable to see…
Again, grows a new possibility
Cultivating a perfectly experienced body
Interesting shapes pointing to questions
To changes varying in their clarity
A celebration of breath or a conflict
Both exposed in their severity
The movement follows the space it creates
And contact is achieved,
Fantasy to body.
The Edge:
I stepped aside and let the flow through
Steadily gazing
At the pieces it washed on its way
Didn’t try to hold anything back,
Took an effort…
Yet I ruined another instance of luck…
How was it that you never came back?
How was it that you left me this worthlessness?
I stepped ahead and moved around the truth
Hungrily inhaling
All the scents and remnants of your stay
Didn’t notice it led me back to this place,
Damp and hazy…
How is it that I can’t escape your ghost?
How is it that I can’t hurl back your memory?
I stepped away and came back to the edge…
Hands free this time,
Hands free…
Untitled…
Explain to me how we got lost?
When was the echoing sound,
Bouncing off so many walls?
We had reached a momentum,
You were soaring with delight, and
I was floating near by…
Explain to me how it came to be?
In a moment whose irony was lost on me
Where steep realizations revered in glee
I was covered in sticky ooze,
I was crashing fast into the sea
Far below
Where the noise turned into a hum
As I watched you,
Helplessly,
Flying away from me…
Exit already:
Fail and move on already
Stagnation is at your core
So exit once more
One elongated moment,
Callous with a tight grip,
Has drowned energy in temper
I let it take control
I let it
I hate it
I let it
I blame it…
Cannot take no more
Bring on the last encore
And exit already…
Carefully, carefully gather your thoughts
A pile up, another losing its ground
Has the dark allowed you out yet?
For the joy of remembering,
Let me hum a song
A wordless lullaby,
Dripping with melancholy…
Have you smiled yet?
Oh something’s gone awry…
Damn the impaired contemplation
Put in a paper bag and blow…
Carefully, carefully regain reason
Sustain the notion of an impediment,
Pick up your humor, mine has gone…
